Waiting For A Life

I'm sitting here waiting for my heart to start
For the breath to come back into my lungs
I've been thinking of you but I'm growing dizzy
Hoping you could kickstart me with your love
But that's not going to happen
I've seen the future, it said run
But I can't, I'm hiding
From the world, from everyone
I wanted more than I have right now
Right now I'm wanting for love evermore
But I'm just waiting, waiting, waiting
For the breath to blow up into my face
And my heart to respond to your embrace
And I'm waiting for the light to change
Waiting for your light to arrange
Waiting for my life to change
Waiting for a change
Waiting for a life

(part two)

But my heart didn't start
My breath fled away
Thoughts of you couldn't save me
Maybe you could have if you'd been there
But you weren't
I was laid in the grave
Save me, you didn't
But you were there
Watching me down in dirt
Did you cry? I did
When I died for you
For want of you
For want of light
For want of change
For wanting my life to arrange
Its self into a form inviting your love
Wanting for a life