I Need It So Badly (Makes You Want To Laugh Out Loud At The Look On My Face When I Get It)

I'm wondering if you're like me
Do you spend your nights and warm summer days
Wondering why you stopped caring?
I think I know why, it's because we don't have a drug
Something to take away the sting of life
And when we can't feel that sting anymore
We know we've gone too far
I have no idea where I am, or how I got here
But I don't like it, so let me go

Question for everyone who has a little light shining inside
I think I turned mine off a long time ago
Is there any way I can get it back on?
Because there's bullets in my soul
And sadness in my heart
It's bad news but true, the combination of the two
Is tearing my mind apart
I need to tell someone, "just let me go" but I don't know who
Freedom could be what I need, I have no idea
I've never been free

Give me a drug
Give me some love
Give me a life
My hands are weak, my body is shaking
I don't know if I could stand being happy
But that's what I need, so give it to me
Let me find some new blood
Let my heart beat something other than me
If you don't to do this for me, leave
Cause I can't stand it if I can't have you
And you stay

Maybe on my own I'll feel like I'm free
(But every time I try that, someone ends up caging me)