A Call To Beloved

I die every night when I lay down to sleep
And miss your presence beside me
I cry and I weep when I wake from sleep
For the hurt that's inside me
I plead with my inside image of you
Plead with you to come back to me
I know this can never happen though
For you are happily unfree
Chained with bands of gold and jewels
To the man you love
I'd give up everything I own
To be that man you love
But to you I was just warmth to watch movies with
Not the answer to your wish
Oh how I want to call out to you
And tell you that you're my beloved
And if I broke the bands of gold
Which would mean breaking your happiness
Something I would never do
If only, if only
Then I would be loved